[Sept. 1/11] The Dining Hall, Early Evening

[silentsorrow]

Supper at Thrones Academy was always quieter at the end of the year.

At the very beginning of the year, it was different. Older students found their tables—some claimed in years past, others rearranging themselves to suit how friendships had changed over the course of the two month long holiday all returning students had endured—while the newest class, the ninth graders, congregated at the tables set up for them. In the weeks that followed they would realize that they were allowed to move to other tables. And they would realize that no one wished them to do so.

For now, they were thoroughly engrossed in talking to those of their year and the rest of the grades were varying degrees of relieved about it. The new kids did not notice the way that the Headmistress, Lenore Aubrey, did not at them even once for all that their tables were closest to her.

The older students knew why.

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[truly_courageous]

Yeah, Alex wasn't scared of Raph so much. Just boundlessly irritated by him. There was something about him that rubbed her the wrong way. Too many untruths all wrapped up in there behind that serious look of his.

"Oh, I know," she agreed. "Probably for the best we give him his space today anyhow. For him and for the firsties."

[oath_keeper]

"They're not going to know what to make of him," Cassidy murmured. "And it's futile to try to keep him away from them when he wants to be near."

This many years in, she knew that for certain.

She nibbled on another bit of her half roll. "I'm not sure what to make of him, honestly."

[truly_courageous]

"Nothing good." At least that much, Alexis could say with some sense of certainty. "I wouldn't be all that surprised if he started scoping out new stones for their usefulness. Provided they don't bomb ninth grade, he could have himself a whole pack of minions for his..."

She waved a hand around. Fill in the blank. She had no clue. Yet.

[oath_keeper]

"You must admit," Cassidy said, "he looks the part. He'll be able to charm them easily if he wants."

Which was troubling. It always was troubling. And he'd been out of sorts since all of them had died at the end of last term.

"I can't tell if he enjoys the pain or if he just--doesn't care."

[truly_courageous]

"It's probably safest to assume a little of both and then keep your distance. I mean, smart people keep their distance."

There weren't many of those about. Not at all.

[oath_keeper]

"I can't," she said and arched one eyebrow. "None of us," the four of them, "are good at that."

Not when they were the only ones left.

[truly_courageous]

"You know, we wouldn't have this problem if we could just... tie him up and leave him a closet somewhere," Alexis pointed out.

She was mostly even joking!

[oath_keeper]

"Which would be a massive violation of his human rights," Cassidy observed. "Not to mention a hassle for us to keep him fed and watered and clean."

She couldn't help thinking of the logistics of it!

[truly_courageous]

"Oh, he'd be okay if we missed, like, two or three feedings," Alexis decided, picking a piece of bread from the half of bun that she was still hanging on to, and stuffing it into her mouth. "And we could take him out back and hose him off now and then. Easy."

[oath_keeper]

Cassidy's lips twitched with something that might've been a smile had she not suppressed it immediately.

"I'm afraid I can't sign off on such a plan," she said, a touch regretfully. "Morals, you understand."

[truly_courageous]

"Sure I do," Alexis laughed, "but something tells me that he probably wouldn't, anyhow."

This probably had something to do with the fact that she'd met Raph.

[oath_keeper]

"Probably not," Cassidy conceded. "But that is no reason to lower ourselves to his level."

[truly_courageous]

Alexis opened her mouth a little, forming a scandalized 'o' shape as she placed her hand over her heart, fanning herself off with the bun in the other one.

"But think of the children, Cass!"

[oath_keeper]

"There are better ways to think of the children," Cassidy said loftily, "than acting the way he might with one of them."

She contemplated that.

"Remind me to have Casey keep an eye on Raph's closet, for that matter."

Cassidy's faith in Raph: very little.

[truly_courageous]

"He's probably the only one who could get away with it," Alexis mused, and then shoved the rest of the bun into her mouth. She'd even mostly chewed it by the time she spoke again! "Dunno what that guy sees in Raph that the rest of us don't, but hey, I guess he's qualified."

And... not completely sane. Alex still hadn't decided just how much of that could be attributed to Raph, and how much was a result of him picking up on the grief and terror and mental scarring of the firsties right around their... thing... and the handful of survivors directly after.

At least there weren't any survivors for him to cope with this year?

Really shitty silver lining, there.

[oath_keeper]

"As long as they do not destroy the school, I am fine with him seeing something in Raphael that I don't," Cassidy admitted. "Leaving him alone seems like a recipe for disaster."

And pain. Which Cassidy was pretty much obligated to deal with in some capacity.

"It's good, too, that none of us are alone." Her gaze drifted to Sorrow and then away. Cassidy would always be glad that it had not been her who'd had to endure that.

[truly_courageous]

Alex followed that gaze again, and she nodded. Yeah, she could see where that thought was headed, and she wasn't even a telepath.

"Hopefully it'll stay that way, huh? At the risk of sounding all mushy, I don't think there's any reason why anyone should be alone." She made a reach for another bun. "We were all people before the stupid rocks, too."

[oath_keeper]

Cassidy brushed her fingers over her stone. "It's not all bad," she said, with quiet conviction. "If it was, none of us would survive at all."

Her smile didn't quite touch her eyes.

"Still..."

[truly_courageous]

"Still... yeah."

Alex wasn't going to argue about it. Wasn't going to point out just how hard it had been for so many from their own class to go through with it. And how that had tuned out.

"Made a decision this year," she added, conversationally. "Going to change my focus this year, swap a bunch of my optional classes. Maybe take extra sciences. I mean, people still don't know why some years are so much worse than others, right?"

[oath_keeper]

"They don't," Cassidy said, grateful for the slight change in topic. "It's something almost everyone wants to know, though." She sipped at her glass of water. "You're going to see if you can't find it yourself?"

[truly_courageous]

"Well, I'm not expecting to know by the time I graduate," Alexis admitted, ripping bun number two in half. "But... hey, the more people looking, the better a chance there is of maybe... it not being so bad... someday."

[oath_keeper]

"That's something worth looking into," Cassidy said quietly. "I think it's a good thing. Have you been thinking about that for a while?"

[truly_courageous]

Alexis nodded a little.

"Yeah. I mean, I can take all the physical education classes I want around here. The gym teachers love me, and I can kick anyone's ass at tennis. But tennis is just... Tennis."

Which seemed kind of stupid, when they were watching kids die in droves each year.

[oath_keeper]

"You should have told me," Cassidy said reproachfully. "We could've looked into it over the summer holidays. See what you'd need to pick up so you'd be better set to leap into classes now."

[truly_courageous]

Dammit, Cass. You had to go and make sense.

"I should have," she agreed, nodding a little. "But it isn't like we've graduated yet. Have any suggestions for me now?"